Where is my mind? Maybe elsewhere- or just floating nearby. I'm currently intoxicated and still hearing the familiar riffs of 'Mariposa' by Sugarfree played live. Last night has got to be the best night ever. John, Angel, Ian and I decked out in our normal and most human clothes ever, were at the NuRock Awards. I never was a rocker. Or at least I pretended to be one, just by swaying my hips and jumping up and down. Rico Blanco rocks! Well, everybody rocks. heheh. So, where exactly is my mind? Going..going, gone.

Currently reading: Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom. An old man, a young man and life's greatest lesson. It's all good. Blog later- have to catch my next class...

Nicole's friendster profile....

Nicole, people call her Nicky; a soon-to-be-
eighteen, delusional, quirky,enigmatic 17 year old; 5 feet
six;
large brown
eyes; with tangled, lemon scented hair; eldest among four
brothers; only girl; unica ija of my dad; just your
average teenager; plain jane;
eccentric; weird; sarcastic; happy-go-lucky; cynical;
opinionated; straightforward; I’ll-tell-you-if-i-don’t-
like-
you type of girl; could be perky when you tell her; too
aesthetic; religious by nature; typical gung-ho person;
natural born procrastinator; funny when pissed; have very
intense moodswings; aspiring web designer; thinks she’s
supergirl; t.v. and internet junkie; has the ability to
drive you insane; thinks that Tibet should be freed;
believes that being talented takes whole a lot of skill;
loves hot fudge sundaes; loves the
color
pink; ‘taray’ streaked; could live with burger king and
lots of fries; rants whenever she feels like it; just
another face in the crowd; a constant daydreamer; hates
being the center of attention; perfectionist; likes rainy
days; feels overwhelmed when some anonymous admirer sends
her orange flowers; pissed when people misspell
her name; hates people who say things that don’t make
sense; forgives people for no apparent reason ( well, the
guy thwacked you in the back); says ‘uh-huh’ and ‘no way!’
all the time; has very vivid
imagination; reads
paperbacks; wishes she were fearless; prefers to be locked
up in her room; tries on a million different clothes
before
she wears them- ends up picking the ugliest clothes ever;
hates everything she owns; hates the word ‘fisticuffs’,
had
a best friend; nothing special; jumps up and down when
happy; happy with her friends, online and offline; happy
with life

umm, what else? u decide...


needs extensive rewrite. i feel that i am vain....

Adrian is a loser. Adrian has got no sense of humor. Adrian laughs like a hyena. Adrian..umm, okay. This sucks. I've got nothing to write. No, subject matter to discuss folks. I'm just mad. Mad at the world for letting me stay here, mad at my seatmate in sociology. I don't have a seatmate. Mad, at every pathetic loser who come up to me every single day, not knowing I am mad. Okay, I've got nothing more to ramble about. Maybe, I'll just get a latte and everything will eventually be okay.

Adrian is still a loser.

hmmm...128 friends on the friendster list. not bad. the question is, do i know them know them. some. i guess it's just mean not to add people that ask, right? sigh. here i am, on a given sunday, being a bum, in front of a pc. granted, i still feel like i do not have a life or something to smile about.

sigh. there's nothing much to kwento...get me a venti frapp and i'll be hyperly induce you with my endless psychobabble. get me a bacardi, i'll prolly end up telling you my life's sob story. that's me. upfront and real.

so, here i am, back at school. back at the droning room. i've got no classes this afternoon so i've taken this time and opportunity to answer these dumb surveys on my friendster bulletin board. yea, if they're so dumb, why answer them. simple. because i'm bored and i've got nothing else to do so there...granted i have lots of major nursing subjects, i can't even go to the beach! daym! life just really sucks. bigtime.


Message: LAYER 0NE:
-- Name: Nicole Aleja Reyes Maramo
-- Birth date: September 21,1986
-- Birthplace: philippines
-- Current Location: manila
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: black
-- Righty or Lefty: lefty
-- Zodiac Sign: virgo

LAYER TWO:
-- The shoes you wore today: somethin' else
(school shoes)
-- Your weakness: beach, i'd die if i'd go to the
beach
-- Your fears: sadako..heheh..dorm ghosts/'the
incubus'
-- Your perfect pizza: losta cheese and pepperoni

LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: *school* *ugh*
-- Your best physical feature: lips..daw..
-- Your bedtime: 12am. insomniac
-- Your most missed memory: summertime in
abudhabi. christmastime in abu dhabi. back to
school in abudhabi...everything about abudhabi
(city near dubai..not to be confused with
saudi/ksa)

LAYER FOUR:
-- In love?: uhuh

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: umm...sorta
-- Sing: in the showers..
-- Take a shower everyday: lotsa times
-- Have a crush: a million
-- Do you think you've been in love: just once
-- want to go to college: yea..somewhere else

-- Like(d) high school: totally
-- Want to get married: depends..don't we all?
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes.
-- Get motion sickness: never
-- Think you're attractive: no
-- Think youre a health freak? sometimes
-- get along with your parent(s): sometimes..hehe
-- Like thunderstorms: like music to my ears..i
love the rain. :)
-- Play an instrument: i play the 'kahon'..haha
joke..guitar, piano..noseflute..heheh..i wanna
play the sax..

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- drank alcohol: yea
-- Smoked: uhuh
-- Done a drug: no
-- Made Out: lips are sealed. no. haha.
-- Gone on a date: yea
- Gone to the mall? duh.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Yea! dipped them
all in crumpy
-- Eaten sushi: uhuh
-- Been on stage: yea. that higher platform in
the classroom
-- Been dumped: nada
-- Gone skating: no

LAYER SEVEN:

Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of
clothing: yea. i think. b4..heheh.
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: i think
so. can't remember
-- been caught "doing something": hahaha..it
depends..
-- Been called a tease: next question.
-- Gotten beaten up: nah
-- Shoplifted: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope.never.
i'm a bum and will always be one..

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: 23
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 5 or 6
gaia, martin, farrah or some exotic, name..
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: wedding on the
beach
-- How do you want to die: stupid question. next.
-- Where do you want to go to college: harvard
school of law or UCLA
-- What do you want to be when you grow
up: *sings* i wanna be a supamodel..heheh..nah..i
want to be a flight attendant..:)

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color? blue/green...whatever
-- Best hair color? blonde/black
-- Short or long hair: short.clean
-- Height: 6 flat.
-- Best weight: any.
-- Best articles of clothing: oxford shirts
-- Best first date location: beach
-- best first kiss location: neck. joke..no idea

LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: nada. you wish i
did.
-- # of people I could trust with my life: 500
-- # of CDs that I own: 10 (best cds)
-- # of tattoos: nada.nil.
-- # of things in my past that I regret: a million
-- # of cigarettes you smoke in a day: ....
-- # of times you get horny in a day: :z